You look at me with hungry eyes, ready to devour me and you’re kinda hard to deny.

Separating my legs and licking around my thighs, going slow on me because you know i’m kinda shy.

But I see the fierceness in your eyes, you want to eat me up…papi your eyes don’t lie.

You start licking on my skin and now there’s no part of me that’s dry.

Your tongue is going through the motions and you’ve traveled lower than my thigh, eating me up like i’m the last meal you’d be able to buy.

Has anyone ever brought you to the eclipse of pleasure & pain?

Have you cursing up a storm, screaming out their name?

Holding onto the pillows while you’re going insane?

Toes twirling, fingers clutching, saying Gods name in vain?

Biting on each others lips like you have a hunger that you can’t tame ?

When he’s in and out, your emotions spill like a growing flame.

Your juices start spilling and you forget your name

Has anyone ever brought you to the eclipse of pleasure and pain?

in and out.

deep breath’s & moaning.

The neighbors hear me scream your name as you’re going in.

We go from the bed to the floor, there’s not a part of my body you’re afraid to explore.

You push me past my limits, reaching places no one has ever reached before.

Grabbing on to the sheets, touching on your skin…feeling like I can’t take it but I just want more.

Looking into my eyes with every stroke, you know exactly what you’re capable of & I love what’s in store.

Arching my body as you kiss down my back, sending shivers down my spine while the room is pitch black.

I’m thirsty & your body is my hydration, this is a desire I can no longer ignore.

take my body, in and out, deep breaths & moaning… I implore.

Just let him go. You have spent your days trying to fight the feelings that are beyond your control. You stay up at night making up scenarios about how different things could go but honey you don’t realize your choosing him again and leaving your heart behind, let him go. It might seem like this is what your heart wants but why don’t you value your heart for once ? and let him go. That boy could never fix you, he broke you…how is he going to heal you? Your handing him the pieces that he can no longer put together, honey I know it’s hard but you can’t hurt yourself forever….let him go.

I thought that I would never fall for those lips

I thought I wouldn’t go crazy for that smile

or those little curls that you twist with your fingers when nothing seems worth your while

I thought for a second ” this won’t be more than some sex”

I thought that after the first time I felt your embrace, I would tell you to never again hold me in that way

Just sex, nothing more…nothing less

but then you gave me forehead kisses and we started talking everyday

you let me tell you about my insecurities and fixed any little thing that put me in dismay

you’d give me that smile, that made me fall more and more with each passing day

Things got to deep and I guess I was falling while you stood on your feet

I thought you were different, one of a kind, made with the purpose to be completely mine

but I guess I was clueless and my thoughts were all wrong, cause now i’m alone…wishing these feelings were gone.

I remember meeting you and wondering why you were so quiet, why you were so to yourself…why you wouldn’t make a move ? So I went on to pursue you, ignoring the clouds..hoping it wouldn’t rain. There you were, you opened the doors to your beautiful storm and I painted it yellow, made it sunshine. You kept me warm on the cold days and felt like a cool breeze on the hot days, you were my home. With you…hours felt like minutes and days went by so quickly because I could just never get enough. I was wrapped in your raindrops that kissed my skin like drops of sunshine and your words that made everyday look sunny. Do you know what it feels like to finally feel at home? To strip naked and shower in the rain, to feel like you finally reached serenity. You were my sunshine but somehow a cloud of gray came in and clouded your rays and I began to realize you were a storm, you weren’t just my home. You let another person feel your rays and made her feel sunny inside and tell me now…how do I weather this storm? You were once my sanity and now I feel insane, how did you let someone into what we created, she told me her skin felt your bolts, that you weren’t only my sunny day. Now I have no place to run to since you let her invade and she didn’t just come in once, she had come to stay and I don’t understand how you could be my haven but lie while looking me in the face. I wish I would have known sooner that you were a catastrophe in disguise.

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Remember you could never have a rainbow, without a little rain.